N0123NOISE "MAYBE ONE DAY I WILL FIND HAPPINESS" C90 (AOW 422)
N0123NOISE returns to AOW with a full-length cassette of utterly despondent, torturously empty drone and ambient compositions, perfect for lonely contemplation of life's unending miseries and sadnesses. "Maybe One Day I Will Find Happiness," despite its title, offers no real hope at all, instead suggesting that the quest for finding anything that makes life meaningful is doomed to failure simply by virtue of the basic fact that existence is only suffering to varying degrees. Happiness is fleeting, forever condemned to be only a memory of a specific moment, a moment whose impact recedes over time; memories that fade with each passing day, becoming only wisps of fragile emotion barely recalled. Total hopelessness; we are all lost and alone, forever.
Released in a limited edition of 20 hand-numbered copies. $10 ppd. in the United States, $26 rest of world.