I LIKE YOU, GO HOME " I SECRETLY LOVE YOU" CDr (AOW 59)
Utterly tortured and ripping psychedelic HNW/PE wails from beyond the realms of heartcrush, a transmission from the suicidal voids carved out by the broiling winds of rejection and dismissal. It's difficult to describe accurately the torrents of anger, depression, resentment, feelings of failure and worthlessness, and total helplessness that these mindsets conjure, the seemingly endless nights of introspection and self-admonishment, the psychic lacerations of the self, the feelings of absolute and complete absence. I Like You, Go Home's " I Secretly Love You" is one of few modern recordings to inhabit that headspace and get it totally right, a whirling holocaust of revulsion and disgust that somehow manages to reach a place of troubling personal transcendence and a reimagining of the self into an impervious and volatile construction of scars and coagulated blood. The heart wants what the heart wants.
Altar Of Waste is beyond psyched to issue this love letter to the unrequited anxieties of modern obsessions and unhealthy fixations. Every dream is crushed upon its dreamer waking. There is no resonance. Packed in a DVD case in a limited edition of 20 hand-numbered copies. $10 ppd. in the United States, $18 rest of world.